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. . . getting sorted . . .

this will take some time and getting used to again. first off was the layout. testing this out first. gonna go for clean minimalist kinda vibe. you know, just easy reading. on a side note, i hate woke people. it was great during the the early hyped years. but its just getting ridiculous now. i'm getting more convinced that everyone agrees on disagreeing. survival of the fittest perhaps? but... to survive what? cancel culture is also another thing that irritates me. but then, thats just me. i do find conspiracy theorists really fun tho. yeah... expect the unplanned randomness of this space.

... oh hello there ...

seems like i haven't maintained this place for a while. strong emphasis on the 'a while' part. so we got some stuff to talk about, eh? this is gonna be a ride. oh boy oh boy...

. . . tumbling dominoes . . .

I am strong. But I am also very tired. Doesn't necessarily mean that I will stop.

. . . tough times ahead . . .

assalamualaikum we are coming into the 6th day of Ramadhan (1439/2018). so far so good. missed one day (not accidental) as my heart turned dark that particular day. still, compared to last year, this is probably the farthest i have gotten to so far. both the girls, mama bear and baby bear snoring sweetly and myself, pondering on every ponders that are pondered and pondered as per my usual self ponders when pondering the ponders pondered. my head and shoulders feel heavy as the days come passing by. the sentence reverberates in the deep bowels of my mind: the older, the more responsibilities. probably i mentioned before but its best to say it again. for my own sake and probably yours (if you choose to ponder my ponders): life doesn't come with a manual guide. i like the malay saying too: "rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain". altho nowadays its better said that all hairs and hearts are different. minds... minds are on a different level. i seem to land myself in dif

. . . just so you know . . .

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i miss you so much

. . . upgrade . . .

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assalamualaikum this is the 3rd time that i (will) change my modems as well as the TV box. now for those who wants to know, Switzerland by far is dominated by Swisscom, one of the largest telecommunication provider. theres quite a few but this is probably the most promoted company. in my limited knowledge, theres also UPC Cablecom (which boasts cheap and REALLY fast internet... but bad customer services), Orange... yeah. i think thats it. theres of course more but those 3 are the common ones i encounter when it comes to connectivity. i started out with another provider (prepaid) before slowly venturing to postpaid as well as internet (internet came a bit later since the first apartment i stayed in had no way of installing your own internet as they already have one pre-installed and you had to buy monthly credits from the company who owned the building... sort of a hotel apartment). hence it was quite a while for me to get into the real deal. after having a postpaid line for

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