Chronicles of St.Nawtee

assalamualaikum, how good r u all in anger management? how many times have u burst out in madness when d switch is turned on? have u ever been so mad that u just wanna punch sum1 straight right in d face? i know i have... lots of times. but its kinda rare though... i'd stay mad for a while (depends on d degree on insult that is thrown at me) apparently a while ago my big mouth suddenly became profane n loud... gosh, i was swelling with anger. d victim was my cousin which i have mingled all my life. shes like a sister to me already. i just dunno what got into me. i think d real reason was my big toe. its been hurting for sumtym now n m guessin it must be gout coz d symptoms r correct (as far as i've researched). most of d time, f i'm sick or hurt in someway, it always gets on my nerves. mom s usually d first to receive my offensive blows. m sorry mom... hmmm... its been 23 days since dad has been admitted in d hospital. after being a bit patient for quite sumtym, he finally...

assalamualaikum its worse enough that i'm gonna leave the country within d next two months n havin not prepared anythin at all... then comes poor old dad. i had to take em over to d emergency cause he was havin a really bad fever. the worse i've seen in my entire life. once d doctors suspected that he was havin hepatitis, my life seemed to break down all at once. i mean, is this reality? why now of all times?... for d first time ever, i'm scared of being alone. even mum was deeply saddened... i dunno wat else to say except praying that Allah The Almighty will cure dad of his illness... wassalam

assalamualaikum, alright, so i get the message. raya is a very happening time of the year for us bruneians. open houses, families visiting from afar n near, friends coming over as well, tapak kudas n cheese cakes galore, sweet carbonated drinks, daging rendangs, ayam kurmas... the list goes on endlessly a long as our gluttonous guts can handle the fat n cholesterol infested foods... (not that i have anything against it, hehehe). but the issue that manages to irk me the most... fire crackers. GAWD... its kinda funny though. i dont really play around with it much but i got a few chances during my childhood days to to pop some of it. the farthest i went to poppin em is one of those that they call 'badil kalaplawa' (color flower fire crackers) we's make holes in the ground n stuf it inside, light it up n BBBOOOOM! ... the holes become bigger like a crater (a mini crater in this case)... fire in the hole! heheheh... so fast forward to the present. here i am all grown up. hari ra...

assalamualaikum, wat s it again today? 9th day of hari raya eh? wow, time passes by so quickly... i havent had d chance to visit families even tho there was a 3-day period of leave during the first days of raya... us 3-musketeers (mum, dad n me) only went to the cemetries of d dearly beloved, my grannies house (on mum's side, both on dad's side passed away a long time ago) and also to my baby's house :0) (i love you...) oh btw, resident evil: extinction, action packed n definitly a must see. however, on d true side (being a resident evil fan eversince the game came out) it was not what i expected. i was lookin forward to a follow up of the storyline from the video game. but, anyhow, milla jovovich rocks my world so its ok :) went to see it with my baby n it was funny to see ourselves gettin surprised n freaked out by the suspense. hahaha... wish i had my bantal busyuk tho so dat i could hide behind it when a scary scene comes up. oh p.s., i L-O-V-E KFC's cheesy wedges. ...